It’s getting out of hand

I’m doing nothing at all right now. The lists are growing, people are moving on, and I’m stuck—stuck not knowing how to move forward.
I start creating systems, but I don’t follow through. I avoid meetings and try to stay home alone—or take the train and wander through cities without any goal.
I make a fool of myself by claiming I do things, like being a good leader to others, but I don’t even show up.

Today, I started setting goals:

  • Don’t consume
  • Read
  • Exercise
  • Plan every day
  • One coffee in the morning